Sunday
Missed Service again. Stayed at home to study, finished two chapters of chemistry. Went to meet herng and bing at petal mac during the evening. Nvr even study lahx. Lucky I studied before meeting. Studied until night then went petal, the boys played soccer. Over there nua until 8plus den bused home

Monday
Chinese paper 1st then chemistry paper. Chinese comprehesion was hard. Chemistry was not tt bad. Left last 1 min found I drew my poly(propene) wrong. 1m gone :( After paper went to lan with the boys; Norman, Kaiweng, Zhihong, Roy, Kianchong, Herng and Bing. Nua at lan again.

Today was Bio and a-math paper 1. Bio paper was not tt bad. Just the section B alittle tough. A-math chui lahx. Super hard. I do until want give up lahx. Trigo graph didn't draw.haiz..alot of marks gone alrdy. Din follow the boys to Crossfire, going out to celebrate mooncake festival with them later at 6pm.

Zh told me smthng just now. I knew about it long ago. I'm not upset about it, but I'm just unhappy tt you told the other girls. During the early part of the yr, my life was very miserable. Everyday before I go to school, I prayed hard tt you and I will not quarrel or argue. During those period, I almost cry everyday.
You hate me, but did you ever thnk bout your own actions too. Everytime I tried to peace thngs btw us. I tried not to hate you, telling myself dhs is your personality. Everyone has their own flaws.
I'm not going to hate you for those actions you've done. I'm not going to hate you because you hate me. I'm not sure whether thngs will get better, but I just hope it wont get worst.